I've been having a bit of trouble lately.

Everything is changing so quickly and I'm struggling to keep up, to find my niche after dancing. I feel like I've done everything I've ever wanted to do, so now I'm just passing time until something else inspires me or fills me with passion.

A life without passion is no life at all.

I'm sad all of the time and some days it takes all of my energy just to get out of bed and I know that it's not something I can help. I know this, I've been living with it long enough but I just wish that the dark days would stay away long enough for me to bask in the sunshine. I just wish I could clear my head, my heart and my soul and just spend some time being me.

It's exhausting and I'm tired.

My online friends have been great through this but there is only so much you can get from an email. Sometimes I just want someone to sit with me and hug me, but if there is one thing I've ever been sure of it's that it isn't for me. I'm too much too often and I've accepted that. I would hate for someone to stick around just because it's the right thing to do. The right thing for others isn't the right thing for you.

This post has been bought to you by my emo. Driving me insane since 1984.